Wednesday, October 7, 2020
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David LeRoy was MY dad, MY best friend, MY rock, MY PERSON! We were together everyday he called me everyday he left me voicemails to make me smile. He made me the happiest person alive and I will NEVER forget what he told me while crying and smiling he said to me “Malassis you and April are the only people that make feel LOVED AND HAPPINESS You two girls are the first two people I TRULEY HAVE EVER LOVED.” I LOVE HIM TO THE MOON, I LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYONE EVER COULD. I MISS HIS KISSES AND HIS HUGS I MISS OUR LITTLE ARGUMENTS I MISS OUR DAD AND DAUGHTER DATES I MISS HIS DAD JOKES I MISS HIS DAD VOICE I MISS HIS LAUGH I MISS HIS SMILE I MISS HIS LECTURES I MISS HIM... I MISS ALL OF HIM. He was the only man/ MY ONLY DAD that ever told me he loved me and he told it everyday he always told me to be careful and to be safe he was MY DAD AND HE WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT MADE ME FEEL LOVED HE WAS THE ONLY FATHER FIGURE I HAD AND I DONT WANT TO LET HIM GO I DONT WANT GOD TO TAKE BACK THE MAN HE SENT TO LOVE ME AND GUIDE ME AND TEACH ME EVERYTHING HE DIDNT KNOW. I don’t want to let him go. I told him all of the time that I wanted him to stay with me forever to hold my hand and watch me graduate and to make him proud. I will never let him go I will never forget him. I will always love him more... always. I miss you dad. I beg God to bring you back to me everyday I scream to him to please bring you back to me.. I’m not okay dad I’m not okay I need you to guide me still I need you to yell at me for going the wrong way I need you to come to my house and watch tv with me I need you to take me on long rides so I can talk to you and tell you all of my secrets and make you promise not to tell mom there’s so much I didn’t get to learn from you that I need to know so many questions I need your answers to so much advice I need from you.. I need you. I’m so sorry I wasn’t there I’m sorry for sometimes being a bad daughter I’m sorry for being a brat I’m sorry for not making you proud before you left me.. I feel so alone without you I feel scared that no other man will ever love me again not like you did. I’m lost without you David Fisher and I’m so angry and sad and depressed and lonely I have all of your clothes and hats and flags I have your everything and I just hold it and smell your shirt and cry for you to come back to me.
