Friday, September 10, 2021
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I love you more than you’ll ever know papaw, thank you so much for filling in and being father.. I still needed you here papaw.. wish I could turn back time and change so many things, so I could’ve still been there to hear you ask me to look up a song, fix the tv, bring you a beer, eat your salsa .. each time u said what he would go “wats on a chickens a$s” haha.. he couldn’t hear very well so when I’d talk to him he’d go “what did you say?” & repeat something totally different from what I said .. god I miss him so much I wish I could sit with him , talk to him one more time this is bs & nothing but pain papaw told josh & I “I want to die with a joint and a cold beer in my hand” that makes me want to pour one out for papaw, and I sure as heck will .. each time he would be hitting his inhaler to cough I would go “good shxt” he died laughing when he first heard that.. ever since then that’s all he’s used haha.. he was soo funny!!.. he was such a fun man.. a chill grandpa.. he taught me so many things & showed me what true care & love looks like :( .. he would take me to school and give me goodbye hugs & kisses, meet me at the bus stop.. there’s so many things he did for me, him & mantmaw both.. I love them.. they’ll always be my mom and dad.. to lose one.. it feels lonely. I’ll never forget what a legend he was, I wish my kids could’ve witnessed what a bad @ss this man has been. I love you papaw, I’ll see you later. Vatos locos forever..
